Tracer Rounds – Writing Sucks
This is hard because…
Why is this so hard? Seriously – why is it so hard to coordinate the ideas, thoughts, and inspirations I’ve got in my head, and why can it be so hard to herd the cats of our staff into something resembling a similar direction? Hell, I’d settle for them heading within 180° of each other, just to keep from having to pivot to find them all!

This is hard because, well… it’s hard. And the first rule of Tautology club is the first rule of Tautology club. As a writing column I give my students once noted, “every time you sit down to write you get another chance to demonstrate how perceptive you aren’t.” Even with a bank of perfect ideas (and my bank is imperfect, I assure you) it still takes a lot of effort to block out everything else and just write. I don’t know how guys like Matt Forbeck and Jonathan Pembroke do it. It astounds me how productive they can be given everything that pulls at them. There are few people in the world I admire more than the professional writer, even if a good many of the ones I know actually have day jobs, or pensions. And given that I’m (a) older than Pembroke, and (b) he’s pulling in a pension, I’m pretty sure he’s got a sweeter deal than I do. The bastard.1
Part of the problem, of course, comes from the need to set aside dedicated time to work. In just the opening paragraphs of this column, for instance, I’ve restarted a video for my daughter twice, helped plunge a shower (long story) and fixed 2 lunches, not to mention the sideways glares I get from the family for “goofing off” when there’s more to be done around the house (like the Christmas tree I mentioned last week that’s still not down). Finding an hour is easy when you’re stuck at the car dealership getting the brakes worked on. Finding an hour when everyone’s home and iced in from school is not.
First, this needs come clarifying: I’m not “the guy that runs GrogHeads”. There’s a partnership of several of us. We had a few other founders who have left the team for their own personal reasons over the years, but there’s more than just me here steering the ship, and always has been. I’m just the most visible one, because I’m the editorial content guy here, and that also translates into making sure we distribute the content through social media channels. But anyone that thinks that les GrogHeads c’est moi is mistaken.